so lately I've just been really distanced from DA and tumblr and I haven't been on YouTube for months and I just am not doing anything and I'm really sorry
I have been drawing, but not digitally. It's traditional and it's hard for me to upload it here so I'm sorry but you're not likely to see much art from me in the near future (unfollow me if you want, but this probably won't be forever. just for now)
pretty much the only thing I could possibly upload would be poetry but I don't really think people that follow me really care about my poems bc most people followed me for furry art and such and it's kind of a completely different thing
so idk if y'all wanna see that but I suppose it would be all you get from me tbh
the reason for my withdrawl is pretty much just a lot of stuff. my school is superrrr stressful and I have to do more hours of it than the average school and we get tonnes of homework and not many breaks and it really suckssss.
plus my anxiety is getting worse and worse and I feel like I've pretty much distanced myself for too long and all my friends that I used to have online don't really like/care about me anymore bc I've been ignoring them without even realising it
there's also the fact I've just really felt downn lately about so many things and I don't do anything with those emotions so they just consume me and I end up as a lazy mess that doesn't do anything apart from complain and be sad
Idk if I'll come back to as i used to be, which seems fairly unlikely honestly. but I'll check up more often and I really will try to be a good nice active person
but I've made this promise before and i'm not very goodd so im sorry friends
I guess the best place to see my activity would be tumblr?? but I'm not all that active there either, but I'm more so there than here. It's bequietfox, if you wanna follow it.